ok so i think we can all agree that i shouldn't drink (or at least get buzzed) and look at old photos and go onto my ex boyfriend's myspace to see what hes up to. i just get too damn depressed. and i think too much. i start thinking about the "good ol' days" and how much i miss him and it sucks. i should be happy right now with dave. but i keep ( Read more... )

why are people so high strung ( Read more... )

I MISSSSSSSSSSS YOOOOOOOUUUUU ALLLLLL!
and i love you oh so vewy vewy much

Just thought I'd let you all know that today Dude and Kiki were put down. I can't deal with constantly having to see my babies taken away from me :'(

I know my mom would love to hear me say this but...
i can't wait for the new system

i at least have ONE thing to look forward to for now...

THE KEENE PUMPKIN FESTIVAL!!

since the deerfield fair was a dive, i can't WAIT to go see the pumpkins and eat lots of pumkin fooooood and carve pumkins and OOOOOOOO the splendor that will be had :D

so i've been packing for two days straight. and with every item i put in a box i remember SOMETHING that went on with that item. i mean, just as an example, i was packing up my board that i had stuff tacked to. i pulled down ian's old maine number. then i pulled down a birthday card mike made me. then a pic of me and mike on my birthday. i just ( Read more... )

blech. finally went back to the chiropractors... a week is way too long without going. my back was all messed up and i could barely walk the past couple days. but i feel better now and am back on ice ( Read more... )

it hit me today that i am moving to washington very soon. im gonna be in the middle of nowhere, an hour and a half from my friends and my boyfriend. today at work kim told me they didn't want dave to come up this weekend, and that he wouldn't be allowed up every weekend... but the weekends are going to be the only time i can see him :( and it sucks ( Read more... )

i miss my friends again :(

send me love??

cus I LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

me in a sinch ( Read more... )