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[ashlynnhere]

am i just like, not fun to be around anymore or something?? idk, i'm confused. why is it that my "friends" dont want to see or feel it important to include me anymore? its probably just me. always is. anyways.... taking a nap cus i didnt sleep last night. just sat there and watched movies by myself. whhhaaaaat fun.
later

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[shuka_ann]

It sucks that inviting YOU to hang out really means inviting you and Dave. Nothing against Dave, I like hanging out with him in groups or double dates or whatever and I like that you guys get to spend a lot of time together because you weren't for a while and I know how that made you feel. But when I invite you to hang out, I want to just hang out with you. It stinks that I haven't hung out with just you for a LONG time. I truly can not remember the last time we hung out without Dave there. It's not you, I would just rather not hang out with you than be a third wheel with you and Dave.

[ashlynnhere]

well aren't you the same way? if i ask to go do something the first thing is "well i have to see what keith is doing." or "i'm not going to go if keith doesn't" we're all the same way. but if you invite me somewhere and keith is going to be there, yeah i'm going to bring dave because just like you, i dont want to be third wheel. it just seems that i always have been and thats why having dave around makes me feel more comfortable. whether i'm hanging out with you and keith or you and courtney or you and anyone, i still feel like i'm third wheel. thats why i have dave.
and the whole thing last night, he doesn't have his car cus its getting fixed and his mom's car is getting fixed and i'm broke because i'm not working for 2 weeks so it just made more sense to bring him so i wouldn't have to drive across town to drop him off then drive back to where i was in the first place. and plus, if i didn't then i'd be the only one there without a boyfriend. and besides, me and dave were the only 2 not all over each other last night

[shuka_ann]

-That's only when you invite me AND Keith that I have to ask him about it. And I don't go if Keith doesn't when I know It's not just you

P.S.

[shuka_ann]

Trust me, babe. I wouldn't invite just you if I knew you were gonna feel left out. If I knew Keith was gonna stay ahead of time I would have said, "You should bring Dave, too."
It's nothing like I don't like hanging out with him or you and him or anything because I do. Sometimes I would like to just hang out with you so that I can talk about stuff that I can't talk about in front of other people. Last night really isn't a big deal anymore because I was glad to have an excuse to have Keith stay. I don't want you to think I'm all against Dave.