so havent updated in a while... so heres a brief rundown of everything ( Read more... )

so last night steph came over and hung out here with me for a while then got ready and drove out to alexanders house for his little shindig he was having.....it was kinda fun... didnt know  anyone there except alex of course... but whatever... got lost on the way there. i guess thats what i get for not being there for 4-5 years or so...thats ok ( Read more... )

im so sick of giving my all and then just getting trampled on ...

if you sense bitterness and cynicalism, it thats the word... you'll know why...

is being happy really so much to ask for?

whatever

P.S. i love having my heart ripped out, steped on, broken, and kicked to the curb.....

thanks

its good to know that i really cant trust anyone with my heart, why is it that just as i am startin to fall for someone they dont even bother to catch me... they just let me crash to the ground and get hurt again and again?

i thought i was happy but ( Read more... )

when i am silent and dont speak- i am looking for the way to tell you I love you!

so today has got o be the worst day ever! im am totally not in a good mood at all... i mean i was fine while i was talking to jon earlier then after that everything just sucked... he got mad at me for some stupid away message i had then didnt answer his phone, then got into a fight with my brother, got ito another fight with my mom, got all upset ( Read more... )

tuesday went up to register at school... yay i start in september. oeientation is august 6th, then i get my classes... i might not have to take half of them because i did at fraser... yay!! wednesday hung out with Reese by the pool at dannys... went to JCPenny to get jon some new things... went to arby's. me trying to eat food there was a joke... ( Read more... )

So today i am going with Morgan to get her Belly button pierced and while im there i am going to get my tongue piercing... kinda nervous and i never get nervous about piercings... whatever.

I am getting my 2nd tattoo in august and i am excited!

See thig ring right here:


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so my Grad party was saturday... and it was great. thanks to everyone that came or helped out....

To the people that said they were going to be there and then just didnt show up...dont tell me that you are going to be there and then just not even show up or call... thats really irritating and very rude!!!

So i have been sick the past 5 days now with tonsillitis AND a sinus infection... great right... not! i have been completely miserable! i went to the doctor yesterday nad got some meds so hopefully ill get better sooner...Jon came to visit me yesterday for a little while... <3 ( Read more... )