Well I guess the lack of entries is due to the lack of ANYTHING EXCITING EVER HAPPENING TO ME! I usually come here to vent and lately it's just been pretty boring... school is overwhelming at times and i'm starting to get a feel of how it's gonna be once i really get into the education dept. but owell, it's what i want and i'll have to work for it ( Read more... )

Well I've been working all damn week (along w/ going to class)... and i'm drained! it's not that i'm working a ton of hours (though i did pull over 12 hours on mon.), but it sucks cause w/ my job, i have to be at work til 3am so i've been getting to bed at 4 (at the earliest).. but anyways, tomorrow I'm off work all day! YIPEE!.. I really don't ( Read more... )

Well I thought he was gone... and then came back, AGAIN! I am so ready to see what it's gonna be like to not have him here... not excited, but i'm ready for it now, but everytime that i think i'm doing better, he comes back and i am back at square one! I guess i should start from the beginning explaining this... Wednesday night Jess and I went over ( Read more... )

Well this will probably be the last entry for awhile that all i do is ramble about J, cause he's gone now :( Don't you hate it when you have to say good-bye to people and you finally do it and you're so sad, and then as soon as you start to feel better, you see them and have to say bye again... ok, maybe it's just me! I saw J thursday night and we ( Read more... )

Well J is leaving on Sunday... I didn't realize how sad I was about it til we got to talking about how neither of us has much time to do anything on the weekends and stuff so we won't get to see each other nearly as much as we do now... I already promised that I'd take a weekend off so that I could go to Springfield to visit, but that's not enough ( Read more... )

Not sure if that's the right amount of "la's" but i didn't feel like singing the song outloud to figure it out... that might fetch me a few stares :) Well me and J are better now... just friends... but we are better... And Tara was exactly right about how i reacted... by Thursday i thought I was calm and then he walked up behind me and said hi and ( Read more... )

Well... ummm... guys suck :) i guess i could end it there cause that sums up how i feel right now, but i'll go ahead and elaborate for those of you that care... Last time i wrote, i was in sucha great mood about a guy... well that isn't true anymore... i found out that the girl i always ask him about, is now that his "f*ck buddy"... which it ( Read more... )

WOW! I guess i've sucked at updating lately... that's what happens without the internet! Well I moved into my new house w/ Tara about a month ago and I love it! We're getting along really well and our "bachelorette pad" is adorable... Basically (as Feesh knows) my mind is on boys today... actually just one boy... it's so weird, when it comes to guy ( Read more... )

This entry is dedicated to Feesh, since she devoted a whole entry to bitching about no one writing in this! So this is for you! :) First off, I love Jesse! For those of you confused, Jesse is the girl that cuts my hair, and it looks soo cute! Nothing too exciting... but she washes, cuts, and styles my hair and then does my eyebrows and gives me an ( Read more... )

Well I was supposed to go home tonight, but then found out that absolutely nothing is going on there now (damn not being 21!) So instead i'm gonna stay here and possibly end up working (damn being "on call") Hopefully I won't have to, but I'm gonna waste most my night cause i have to wait til about 10:00 or after to see if I'm gonna work or not... ( Read more... )