I hate myself

and her

and you

and everything

I just don't get it.

Yeah...I'm here. Penny and I trekked up and down 3 flights of stairs in the boiling heat yesterday to bring in all my stuff and then waited for an hour and a half with Mom for my key in the sun. Got everything moved in, did a lot of shopping (bleh!) and finally got most of my place situated. It doesn't look very homey yet, and I don't know if it ( Read more... )

I find myself thinking a lot about how much things will change in the next 2 weeks. Today is my last day at work and I am really sad to leave here. I was sad to leave Uno's as well but I did it for the better job and fell in love with this one too. I will never see half of these people again. People I've spent more time with in the last year ( Read more... )

I moved all my furniture to Mom's house over the weekend. Now I just have to get my last few boxes and whatnot and paint my apartment back and do some cleaning. Then I'll be done! I can't wait to be finished with all this stuff. I am going to Illinois on Monday. Going to the squadron party on Saturday and Sunday will hopefully be having a ( Read more... )

Crazy shit on TV. Isn't there something in the Book of Revelations about a war in the Middle East being one of the prophesies of end times? I want to go look it up now...

I crashed and burned last night! I was working so hard on all the stuff I have to get done before I leave all last week and haven't been getting enough sleep and eating good and stressing myself out too much and finally I did myself in. I was soo sick last night! It was horrible. I fell asleep curled up with my mom's trash can intending on ( Read more... )

I went to orientation Monday. I have my class schedule for UF now, five days a week. A small part of me is looking forward to going into an area that really interests me and working towards my degree, but a large part of me knows that many things are coming to an end. I have 2 weeks left here at the 39th. Then these people will all be in my ( Read more... )

Damn I got shot up yesterday playing paintball. There was 9 of us. First we played out in the field and since me and Penny were the only girls at that point, we stuck together and held out for a long time until Penny got shot down. Then it was just me and Bryon left so I finally started talking shit and giving away my position and he shot me, ( Read more... )

Another beautiful Friday morning! Shut the hell up. I want to go back to bed! Thank god its Friday though. I'm ready for my weekend! Not that I have a lot planned but not going to work is always a good thing ( Read more... )

THE LION AND THE MOUSE ( Read more... )