Yesterday went alright. Once again I had to battle with my roommates say things like, “Hey try this.” I also went out with a friend saw a movie had some gummy bears and then after of course they were hungry. I ordered a rice bowl and pecked at it. I think tey noticed but then again I think I’m getting paranoid.

This morning I woke up feeling guilty ( Read more... )

 
Alright it’s time to get serious. I broke down more then a few times this past weekend. Just do to my roommates saying, “Eat something, what have you eaten today?”

I shouldn’t have to prove that or what I’ve eaten but I’m pretty sure that they have caught on and are now teaming up on me. Your maybe paranoia has set in.

I’ve been having my juice in ( Read more... )

 
Yesterday I started juicing. I’ve been doing fantastic.

The most difficult thing is hiding that I’m not eating much from my roommates. I make noodles last night because they were harping on me for not being hungry for dinner. I acted like I ate it but throw it out in the trash. I had about 600 cals yesterday. I didn’t workout.

It’s difficult when ( Read more... )

  Good Morning all !

I'm starting a juceing diet today. So far I've eatten nothing and I plan on grabbing a apple juice in a few minutes.

I'm see how much I'll be able to lose in 20 days. Why you ask...? I have to go back home and visit family and I'll be seeing my ex-boyfriend most likely. I want to be shocking to them .

Peace. Hugs. 

 
Alright...I'm at work!

My boss caught me looking at a Pro-Ana website. Then she wouldn’t walk away from me.

I can’t wait till that starts going around the office. Stupid !

Just ate lunch. 
Had some noodles and a turkey sandwich with mustard and apple juice. 
My blood sugar was getting low.
I feel like a fatty.

Do any of you want to go on a liquid ( Read more... )

I'm really happy that I found this family to confide in. I need someone to talk to more then anything right now, my mind is wondering and being stuff with emotions that I can no longer keep it in. 
I'm new, and can't wait to get know all of you.

If you ever want to chat on IM please let me know and I'll e-mail you my ScreenName.

Peace.