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agh!
I'm terrified of turning 22. I don't like already being 21 (besides the fact that i can legally drink). I'm seriously having my quarterlife crisis. Yes I know I still have like 3-1/2 months, but omg. I'm going to be 22. I have no idea where I'm going. I have nothing stable (which is really about to make me cry) in my life, it's pretty much always ( Read more... ) -
boo to the heatwave!
I just love when it's 100 degrees outside with the heat index of 120. It's my favorite! ...right. This week is going to be so long, at least it's Wednesday already, but I guess I still got like another week of waiting :( Working so much this week is definitely making me hate my job more, specifically my boss of course. HAHA yesterday, we were ( Read more... ) -
my apologies
that's a good song. So I took Hilary to Club Fever last night!!! It was fun!! Her friend, who I knew from previous friends I had, bought us a shot, that was very nice of her, along with someone else buying jaeger bombs...yuck, still can't believe I just downed those, so nasty. Ew! yuck, stop thinking about it Lindsi, haha. We danced, a lot, it ( Read more... ) -
oi the beach
I'm making it to the beach quite a bit this year, YAY!!! It's awesome. Went up to the Dunes yesterday, it was gorgeous out yet we didn't touch the beach for the first 2 hours being there. BUT we did go up the huge dune, then down the back a bit, then back up and down the side and into the woods and eventually we made it out of the woods alive and ( Read more... ) -
thank you
thank you for all the things you taught me, I learned so much, I appreciate you so much. thank you for the hurtful things you have said to me, i needed to hear them. thank you for making me realize so much about myself because i couldnt have seen them without you. Mostly, thank you for being a jerk, it made the hardest part quite easy. Thank ( Read more... ) -
hooray for the beach
woohoo went to the beach today, it was windy as hell and kinda cloudy but still, it was the beach and I'm happy. AND I'm going again tomorrow after work. So very happy about that ( Read more... ) -
I'm up early w/ nothing to do
Yea, I'm still alive and doing well. That last post I made has really helped me, yay. Like really helped me, that's a great perspective to have, and at the moment it's kicking me in the ass because I have to make a huge decision. I have this incredible opportunity waving its arms right in front of me. I've turned it down twice yet it keeps ( Read more... ) -
Everything happens for a reason, you might hear that a lot
Everything happens for a reason. All the horrible things that have happened to me, have happened for a reason. I'm learning. I've learned from these things and am adjusting and growing. EVERYTHING happens for a reason. Yea, I said that again, but it needs to be said many times. I'm beginning to believe this and I want to believe this. ( Read more... ) -
misunderstood
I'm constantly misunderstood. I'm a little odd, I know, but not to the point to be as misunderstood as I am. It really gets on my nerve and isn't fair to me. When I try to explain, people don't listen. Many people are really getting on my nerves and just plainly pissing me off. People who you thought you were friends with, who you thought ( Read more... ) -
boredom, i know you love it
.......21 of My Firsts ( Read more... )