Do I matter enough to you? I have givin up so much for you but yet you can't give up one thing for me. Am I just not good enough? Not worth it? I thought you were but now that you can't give up one thing for me Im starting to 2nd guess everything. Why? Why can't you do it? I can't stand to bring up the subject again, afraid that it will cause ( Read more... )

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you ever just feel so alone that you dont know what to do with yourself. I sit at home all week alone and then go out on fridays with justin to dinner and spend some time with him, then the week just repeats itself. I feel like just crwaling into a hole and not coming out cuz really whos going to miss me, no one calls. Pitty part for one! I have ( Read more... )

So I was one of those silly people that went to see Star Wars last night, and it was great! Sure Im dead tired right now since i didnt get to bed until 345 and had to be up at 8 but it was worth it. AMC was packed but we got good seat. Did anyone else go see it? Ok well I must go back to work and try to stay awake.

So not really anything has happen. I turned 21 so thats awsome, totally had a great birthday, couldnt have asked for anything else. I paid off a couple of credit cards so that helps even more! I just bought a new notebook from dell, just got it yesterday and i love it! I figured since my monitor was dying and i wanted a dvd burner , and well a ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday!!!!!! The big 21, to celebrate im going to dave and busters, anyone who reads this is more then welcome to come.

Nothing new in my life, just the same old shit just a different day. I did have a lot of fun this past Saturday, I spent the night at justins and a bunch of us decided to play presidents and assholes, yea tons of fun. Two hours and a bottle of wine later(yes I love wine) I was plastered. I havnt drank in so long. This weekend a bunch of us are ( Read more... )

Well its been a while since I updated my xmas was great I got my ipod and my awsome camera which i totally love. My new years on the other hand wasnt so great. I got sick a few days before new years,and then on new years eve thats when I got really sick, justin and I played eucher from 9-1 and then stopped at john and tonys for about an hour and ( Read more... )

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Anyone wanna go???? It's Nov 6th at cobo!!!!!