how much more pretending to be strong

Oct 19, 2006 02:17

i'm fucking sick. i'm sick of everyone being happy, i'm sick of everyone putting me on the backburner, i'm sick of people telling me they understand. YOU FUCKING DONT you dont know what it's like to live behind a mask and be to afriad to show your real self, i'm tried being alone i'm tried hating myself, i'm tried of seeing my best friend yell at ( Read more... )

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__unretrofied October 19 2006, 17:16:39 UTC
man i didn't read this til now or i would said something this morning man i know i'm one of those people if theres at least one person who does care about what your going though its me we've all had our hard times some last awhile others don't but man just keep you faith up and have hope and your going to hate me when i say this but just give it time get out the open up to people enjoy your life cause soon you ain't gonna have time to worry and look bad and say you had fun. i mean you don't wanna look bad and think that you wasted your time trying to find ppl just be yourself and i know you have and i'm think everyone is made for someone why would god want you to be alone all the time you need something to challage your faith with. call me anytime if you need anything man.

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aradawn October 19 2006, 22:27:19 UTC
You should never be afraid to show who you really are, Jared. Be who you want to be.

I know there are lots of your friends who will always love you, no matter what.and for the ones that won't, they're obviously not real friends anyway.

i love you, bubby. much. hang in there.

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bloodwake100 October 20 2006, 00:52:28 UTC
I don't think you should hide who you really are anymore.

If people don't like who you really are, than tough. You are who you are, you shouldn't have to hide it.

You will always be my friend regardless of who you are. You are like my brother in so many ways.

Honestly, people who don't like who you are, they can go fuck themselves.

Be who you want to be, don't worry about others.

and as always, I love you buddy.

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Everything will be fine. Be well. robatguldies December 23 2006, 21:33:12 UTC
The further one is from their true path, the more blurry and distorted their decision making capabilities. Find out who you are and be your awesome and wonderful self to the best of your ability and put out as much good energy as you can. Free will is the choice each has every moment to decide either to be their awesome and wonderful self or their fragile bag of shit self.
Learn about balance, control and energy, learning and growing, gathering consciousness, and you will be better at being your awesome and wonderful self.
My sincerest best thoughts and good energy for health, happiness and harmony to you and yours.
Sapere aude!
Peace
Rob @ guldies.net
I was asked to post here by someone who cares. :-) Sending you love and light.

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