It has been a while.

I am drunk and I like this waitress. She is at home sick. I am drunk. I miss this human being.

Goddammit.

Wish there was an easier way to keep my emotions in check other than massive doses of medication.

So my therapist is going to get an earful tomorrow.

I would like one day to pass where I don't feel like shit.

There was this brief period of time that I felt like a human being last week.

Back to your regularly scheduled "I don't belong on planet earth" feelings I usually have.

My dating pool exists of people that think I am creepy including the one person I thought I would marry.

Cool.

I am a shit human being that doesn't deserve happiness ( Read more... )

I just got off of a phone call where I am basically certain my life as a happy person ended.

Welcome to the place where I dump truck my emotions.

I am a fucking piece of shit. None of the women I find desirable find me desirable. They are correct.

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Hell is being reincarnated as Nick Beckner