i'm sorry o.k.........i'm sorry

sometimes it's so easy just to take your shitty stuff and blame it on god.

so whats been goin on in the life of me, not a whole lot. honestly i dont care either. life sux some days and other days it's wonderful, i love my friends somedays and other i wonder why i waste my time waiting by the phone for them to call. but over all i guess it's o.k. life is to short to really care. yeah i'm lonley, yeah i dont get to spend ( Read more... )

so i'm listing to the kevin max christmas cd and getting more and more excitied about it, i love christmas it's my favortie time, and somehow everyones problems go away and everyone is friends, maybe christmas should be year round

maybe tommrow will be different....

what is everyone getting into tonight, someone should give me a call.

love always,
jared

i'm fucking sick. i'm sick of everyone being happy, i'm sick of everyone putting me on the backburner, i'm sick of people telling me they understand. YOU FUCKING DONT you dont know what it's like to live behind a mask and be to afriad to show your real self, i'm tried being alone i'm tried hating myself, i'm tried of seeing my best friend yell at ( Read more... )

well for those of you who dont know i'm offically back home, Johnson wasnt right for me and i hated it down there. so i'm in search for a job to make some money and i'm gonna be going back to cumberland in the spring semester. i'm happy about all of this. i dont regret doning it either if i never would have gone down there i would have never known ( Read more... )

i miss uc and london horribly guys, there is a chance i'm commin back

it's been a while. nothing is goin on, knoxvegas is dull at times and i find that i love fundon more than i really thought last years, it's crazy how a town you hate growning up becomes a place you cant wait to see on the weekends. cock fest comming up need i say more....of course i'll be there but that dont mean it's my favorite time of the year. ( Read more... )

it's 5:35 am, i just got up and got dressed i have workstudy on wensdays and fridays at 6:00 till 9:00 am, though really early i'm not complaning. today feels like a good day, im looking outside and it looks cool, like it's finally turning fall wich i absolutly love. it's about time i'm able to pull out a light jacket and feel that felling in the ( Read more... )