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frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY IS IS SOOOOO HARD TO BE FUCKING HAPPY??????????????? I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!! WHY CAN'T PEOPLE LEAVE WELL ENOUGH ALONE ( Read more... ) -
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I wish that i could change everything. I wish that i could have a different life that doesn't include all the drama. it is really taking a toll on me that i can't keep it together. I HAVE THE BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD BUT I FEEL LIKE I BURDEN HER! I know that it's not my fault. i'm always blamed for something that i didn't do. i don't want to feel ( Read more... ) -
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soooo i haven't updated in a while..... sorry.......
sooo in the last couple of episodes of Glee,they are mainly about home and finding parents and such. which is awesome but...... it makes me think of my home and parents.
i find myself crying myself to sleep lately because i can;t stop thinking about it all.
i wish i knew my parents! i want to know ( Read more... ) -
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soooo i haven't posted in a while..... sorry ( Read more... ) -
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sooooo.......... today was soooooo long!!!!!! its only like 7:42.. got no sleep. was fighting ALL night!!!!!! i'm still feeling like shit. i'm trying to figure out what the hell is going on!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!! longer post later!!
happy note! saw Casey today!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then Lila!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They made my day!!!! -
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so today was the first day back. i went in this morning with a positive attitude despite the rain.. Everything was going fine.. catching up with friends and having a good time.. Osmar walks in..... tells me he wants to talk to me... i said fine... we start talking.......blah blah blah THEN....he tells me the reason why he dumped me is because he ( Read more... ) -
FUCK!!
I'M NOT READY FOR ALL THIS RIGHT NOW!!!! I CANT HANDLE IT ALL BY MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT DO IT!!!!!!!!! I KNOW THAT I NEED TO DEAL WITH THIS!! AND I'M REALLY GLAD I HAVE LILA AND CASEY AND KAT............. BUT I'M STILL FREAKING OUT!!! IT'S REALLY SCARY!!!! I'VE HAD THIS PAIN IN MY STOMACH EVERY DAY.. I THINK IT GOES AWAY BUT IT ALWAYS COMES ( Read more... ) -
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So the last 2 days have been very eventful................... On tueasday i got up at 8:30 because my friend Katelyn had a meeting with her advisor and didnt want to go alone. So she asked me to come. well what she didn't tell me is that her meeting was at 11.She picked me up at 9:00! then she said she wanted to go to the mall,so we went,it wasn't ( Read more... ) -
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soo this is my first entry......... i don't really know what is going on in my life right now. there's soo much drama and stupid shit I HATE IT!!!! it just seems like every day i think well today's going to be a better day!... most days i'm wrong.. they somehow get worse!!!I really want this all to end!! it's tearing me apart!!!! i eel really bad ( Read more... )