well, i havent posted in a long long time. right now im doing great while battling the shitty stuff too. i have run into yet another pussy who cant grow a pair and be upfront and honest with me. im done with these boys, i need i man please! whatever, now im free to take care of myself and flirt with a hott guy or girl if i want lol ( Read more... )

so fair to midland last friday, was so so amazing. i got there at like 6ish,first one there,lol . while i was waiting cliff walked out front to check the van and spotted me and gave me a big hug. he was surprised to see me cause he thought was in california,we talked for a bit then he gave me a high five,lol and went back in side. i waited for ( Read more... )

well , havent posted in awhile. its been a rough couple of months but things are getin better slowly. I got to dallas last monday, the flight sucked, had to change planes and got to dallas at like 11 am,bleh. Its been really great to see my family, found out that my cousins and my aunt both practice buddism so i have some people close to chant with ( Read more... )

so after all thats happened after my two ex's and the abortion, i've been in this horrible depression . I need a change of scene for awhile, so im going to stay with my grandmother. She's a therapist so maybe she can help me deal with all my emotions im dealing with. plus ill get to spend time with family and see fair to midland alot more. and ill ( Read more... )

i havent posted in a really long time. its just been a really hard month. well at the beginning of this month i found out i was knocked up, talk about a scary moment. So the day after i went to planned parenthood to double check, and yeah i was pregnant . plus that week shane initiated a brake up, but after talking i started to realize how much we ( Read more... )

ok im finally able to make a post,lol . its been busy the past couple of weeks. got back from my trip monday night, hella jet lagged . the trip was fun, got to see my wonderful az friends,and got to hang with ftm on the 9th. you've already heard from kelynn, but im posting about it any way . As she said, we were waiting in line and we were all ( Read more... )

Past few days have been alot of fun. xmas eve i went ice skating with my dad and his girl friend and then we went to the hilton for drinks, it was cool, they had a million lights hanging from the ceiling. then we went to china town and had some chinese food for dinner. Christmas day we went to city beach and then had xmas dinner. today i got all my ( Read more... )

One week till my trip :D, im so so excited , i get see all my friends, im turnin 21 on the 2nd and FAIR TO MIDLAND IS FINALLY COMING BACK TO AZ!!!!!!!! i cant wait to see them, just read ur post kelynn and tomorrow im changing my flight back to SF from the 7th to the 10th just so i can see them XD . its been to long ftm way to long. so kelynn let ( Read more... )

its been a crazy couple of weeks, been workin alot alot . but i do have 51 hrs so ill have enough for my az trip and my bills. Wich brings me to that, im probably comin on the 28th and leavin on the 7th or 8th of jan. On my bday id like to a cool bar or club for drinks, and i plan on havin a party so i can celebrate with all my friends and not just ( Read more... )

So dir en grey show was awesome!!!! they finally played vinushka and red soil, i've been waiting ever since the album came out to hear red soil live. oh , and i finally got a kaoru guitar pic xD. i dont remember the exact set list but i do know they played alot from withering to death and vulgar and uroboros ( Read more... )