you are dead to me.

call. i won't answer.
miss me. i won't miss you.
think of me. you won't cross my mind.
notice, this was the biggest mistake of your life.

again, you are dead to me.

those words..

"i'll never let you go."

please darling, disregard the fact i ever spoke them.

..i know you well enough..

... to know you never loved me.

i'll miss you, but after talking to people
and thinking.. i need to let you go.

"if ol' boy comes around, he'll do it on
his own."

i cant force you to love me. i cant force you to care.
im done trying to do that.

im sorry for trying.

warped tour. filled with.. how do you say.. ahh yes, LOSERS. uhm, did anyone else see the goth kid?? wtf, along with the other eight million kids who were there to see yellowcard and simple plan with their MOMS!! what the crap!? kicked in the head four times. nailed in the chest by hot water musics singer. who saw my boobs? my tank was a BAD idea. ( Read more... )

i hope things arent as serious as they could be. i still care about chu. you're in my prayers.

john-- i like waking up next to you.

2 tickets for twenty, its a deal, but lance. i hate you.

( is this the right one?? )

so, i want a 1000 comments on this post.

comment or i'll kung fu you.

you're so totally allowed to comment more than once!

so, i spent the night with you last night. gah, you were soo nice. making sure i had enough blanket.. holding me.. kissing my forehead.. you're so adorable. i love you so much. patience is a virtue. as long as i know its worth it, i'd wait forever... <3333 ( Read more... )

didnt go to plush.. just for the record.. so i can keep my respect..

my life summed up in one word..

a mistake..

end of story.

...and he finally answered.

....... why do i keep doing this to myself..??? why did i call?? why do i always miss you?? get out of my mind.

...i dont want to hurt you, but its inevitable.

( slow motion for you?? )