i love him with all my heart and maybe my insecurities may be wat will hurt me in the end but i don't think its the same anymore

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blah blah blah happy birthday dinky

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I'm scared. I'm scared that if I do or say something, then  it's wrong. It seems as if every time that I say something, he thinks that I am talking about him but I'm not. I dont know why but I really do care about him. It has been such a long time since anyone could make me feel like he makes me feel. He said that I did'nt miss him while he was ( Read more... )

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damn its been a year since i have wrote in this thing. how many people miss me

so today is my birthday and it was a real shity day i spent most of it at childrens hospital all that but i'll do anything for my lil sister and i come home and my dumb ass ex calls and tells me he thinks he wants to be with me and all that then when i say no he gets mad and threatens me and no one said HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me but i'll finish later ( Read more... )

my whole fuckin day has been hell i have fallen or hit my fuckin hurt knee so many times and bekah laughed at me and i need love im in pain