my name is Chris Dravend and I am a Nymphomaniac ( Read more... )

i want the scent in my nose... now!!! >.<
its....addicting

So i got into another fight with the band. This band isnt gonna last with me. i dont need those guys. I can make it on my own. Yeah i may be a little slopp with my metal, but theres not one person i know who can write the way i write. Who can just conjuer up the ability to bust out a pretty melody out nowhere. Who can steal the attention of others ( Read more... )

So im in the car leaving omallys after playing a sic show. Emilio driving. Amanda n nigel in the back. Amnda n i r crashing at nigels. Amanda digs chris alot lol. Sadly i wont be able to spent time with my friend the way i want to. Im very in heat afcter playing a awesome show. This fucking sucks. Is it weird that i wanna just lay a wet one her? I ( Read more... )

Im losing love for paralysys. I am gaining confidence in my self more then ever. Playing for other people, writing new songs song daily, being inspired by my lover, jamming with decimate seeing i can do more then i ever knew i could. Im happier now. I beat my self up so much musically. Hating what i can do when everyone else around me loves it.ive ( Read more... )

Im craving sex so bad right now and being marked with deep bites and scents that drive me insanely wild. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I cant help it if i want sex 27 hours of the day.I admit my heart isnt in paralysys anymore. I want to be on my own. I found the right encouragement to do it. But that sex would be great right now...

Havent been sleeping man.. 2 hours a nite, and when i sleep. Nightmares. Even if i write and write and vent it out. Its not enough. It doesnt compare to talking. I do not want to ever burden my friends with my problems. We all have problems. only 2 or 3 people who are very dear to me barely know whats going on. soon. All will be right. Im going to ( Read more... )

Hello friendly journal.
My neck is sore from the first show Paralysis played in 2010.
The event was called "Kryptonite Festival 2" ALOT OF PEOPLE...
I was happy how the show turned out, but some of the people
I personally wanted to see me play didn't come. It happens.
I played my heart out there. I pulled out ever move i could
think of. Helicopter spins ( Read more... )

Do this, folks ( Read more... )

My band paralysis has split up, my bassist mike has left and i joind hes new band. no name yet. me and rene are still doing paralysis and the music is getting heavier and sicker by the practices, i have currently found a new singer, bassist and drummer to audition for paralysis ( Read more... )