You know.
My mom only has 3 months left.
It's in her liver.
And I can't deal with this.

Is it possible to die from seasonal allergies?
Because I think I just might.

I'm going this week to look at a tattoo parlor with my friend to see if I want to go there for my big tattoo.  I don't know where to go to get it done.  Ideally, I would love to go to South Beach in Miami and be on Miami Ink so that Kat VonD could do it... because she's ( Read more... )

I'm having James withdrawls. I miss that kid.

I'm so fucking tired of being so fucking tired. All I fucking do is sleep and walk around like a fucking zombie when I'm not sleeping. Fuck. Fuck whatever this stupid disease is that I have. I'm sick of it. Fuck you disease, go fuck yourself and leave me alone.

I haven't updated in a while. I don't know, I'm so behind on updating that I don't even want to try to catch up I guess. I wanted to make a really long entry about how amazing the TAI... show was, but I don't think I could pu that into words. :P ( Read more... )

I definitely have plans to watch Fight Club today. I love that movie.

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So.
Went to the doctor today. He's actually a specialist. Heh ( Read more... )

Got back from the Kidd's earlier. Slept a lot when I got home. Ate a lot of chili... yum, my dad owns at making chili. Watched the Bengals kick some stupid Steeler ass. That's right, bitches. Indianapolis game was no contest, which means I wasn't going to watch it. I love those guys, but no need to waste time when I can sleep ( Read more... )

I think I want to change the spelling of my name. Is that weird? I'm just tired of having to show people my I.D. all the time because they don't believe that my name is Ryan. I think I'll go with Ryann. Or Ryanne. I don't know. Maybe XryanX. lmao.