until i feel i have a purpose, until i have a place to call my own, until my arms are filled and my bed is warm with you, until i am truely happy again, until i am whole again,
its hard going to a wake and seeing your close friends from highschool and not being able to be truely happy about seeing them due to the circumstances.
but we were in eachothers company. some more there for support of a friend and some there to mourn.