well, it has really been a while. time changes people. i have really grown up and over a lot of things. yet, at the same time, some things never change. same drama. same people. same places. same issues. sometimes i feel like this is the way its going to be forever. i really hope not ( Read more... )

hanging out with gary last night made me really start to think about myself. he was talking about how he has never just randomly hooked up with anyone, and a long time ago he decided that he wouldnt have sex with anyone until he was in a relationship with them and he actually cared about them. it kinda made me feel bad about the things that ive ( Read more... )

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Aggressiveness ||| 4% Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 44% Activity Level |||||||||||| 33% Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||| 45% Enthusiasm ||||||||||||||| 44% Extroversion |||||||||||| 40% Trust ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 95% Morality |||||| ( Read more... )

yeah so ive pretty much figured out that im not gonna write in this thing unless i really need to. which may be few and far in between. cause i really dont like sitting here and bitching about all my problems and then staring at them on my computer screen. i think that i think too much and i talk about myself and my own problems way too much. ive ( Read more... )

so this is basically it in a nutshell ( Read more... )

first of all i would just like to anounce that hope is in fact, home. and i am mad pumped and i love her and missed her a lot ( Read more... )

wellllll, it has been a while. let me catch on some things before i get into whats goin on right now ( Read more... )

right now im just sitting in my room. this is the part of my day when im actually waiting for my day to start. when theres some kind of complications to keep you from being able to get anything done. for instance, i cant go in the shower until my clothes are washed. growl. i need to do something. im really hoping im gonna be able to go to this show ( Read more... )

i just got back from the mall. this day turned out a lot better than i thought it would. i was up until about 5 last night making the lovely border you see for my livejournal. im pretty proud of it. you cant see all the images on it yet, i think because i have to fill out my journal a bit more. but back to what i was saying.. duw to the fact that i ( Read more... )

i really, honestly cannot believe that im starting a live journal. this really goes against everything that i believe. what with all of the criticism i do of the masses of kids with their so-called "teen angst." but ive realized that at this point in my life i really have way too much information, emotion, ideas, and other things to stress about ( Read more... )