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Had a fairly good night, after a pretty crappy week or so.. Friday before last my character in D&D died, at 10th lvl, but she got resurrected so I guess things are ok there. I still feel a bit ignored and useless in game, and in well every aspect of my life, but fuck 'em. I'm sick of wasting my energy, even when my heart tells me to keep trying. My ( Read more... )

The candles flicker in the wind of your passing. Flower's petals shiver from the breeze of your step. You began to exist to me only in the air, in the silence and emptiness, disappearing as softly as you came... to this clandestine meeting meeting of almost-lovers, almost loving, in the dead of night. But the lonely night, the darkness, is the ( Read more... )

Ah... New Years. I suppose most of my friends (?) had fun... I didn't, really. My few friends I spent the evening with were completely obliterated... I barely got a buzz... Because my stupid stomach can't handle liquor nearly as well as my brain can. So I stopped, preventing myself from being ill... But I'm still nauseous... I'm quite sure no one ( Read more... )

You know what? Why bother? Who the fuck cares in the end but me anyhow? I'm giving up on it all. The whole emotions thing. Done with it. A friend is giving me copies of some really amazing programs, so I can finally work on my musical project. A way to communicate my thoughts and feelings that people will not run away from. Because that's all they ( Read more... )

I am just getting so fed up with all of this bullshit. My mother was in the hospital because she had a seizure, she's had more since then, turns out she's allergic to the anti-seizure medication they gave her, and not only did she lose her job over this, but unless they can figure out how to prevent more seizures, she's going to lose her driver's ( Read more... )

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no one besides mousey loves me, and the world is lucky right now that i dont have a gun.