"Don't Leave"I wanna say so much ( Read more... )

Well, I've been writing private entries... I guess I should make a public one. Well, nothing too much has been going on. I got a puppy on Friday but we already had to take her in cause we found out that she has a tumor or an absess, so I'm sad. She was such a good baby too. She's hella cute. I named her Icaris (Nemo's pet/friend Squirrel on Little ( Read more... )

Here...this convo explains everything from the other night (10/12/04). It's official, I'm getting over Tommy.. I have no choice. I hope he realizes he could have had something good... his loss, not mine...right? But I was hella hurt and hecka like..iono.. crying.. but I woke this morning and I'm actually cooler with it than I thought. I just hope I ( Read more... )

Again...lyrics to express how I' feeling right about now (almost every word is true). My journal entry will be at the end. Be sure to read...there's a message for someone..maybe he'll read it ( Read more... )

Let's see. School's been kinda tiring. Uhhh...Saturday I went to my dad;s company picnic at Coyote Ranch. Then right after that we went to Hollister for my cousin Rachel's 18th birthday. It was pretty fun. When I got home Carlos (Tommy's cousin) asked if I wanted to chill. So we did. We went into Alum Rock, the hills and shit, and seen some friggin ( Read more... )

Schools okay, life is okay, I'm okay. Things could be better. I got new pictures up on my xanga and myspace. Check em out.
---------------------------------------<333 xo ; Alisha ( Read more... )

ME: eh, im so fucking lonely ( Read more... )

Nothing much to really talk about. I just haven't updated in a few days. My life sucks. I just wish it would end..I don't care how. Once I think I'm out of that stage cause I finally feel stable, something happens. I just wish I could go back and change somethings that I wish I haven't done, or wish that I never met people, etc. I know there are ( Read more... )

Man, I hate how life works. You can never get what you want...EVER! Well, at least that's how my life works. Well, this time it's not the fact I can't get what I want..I just can't get exactly what I want. Not only that, I'm just.. iono. I never been so alone. Friend wise, boyfriend wise, family wise. Just about everything all around. I'm not gonna ( Read more... )

Okay, days just get better. Weekend has been so boring and hot. I can't wait for school. I'll probley regret saying that after. Ha. Well, the whole Tommy situation is way better. We apologized to each other and he said, "Let's forget about it all." I'm really glad he's an understanding person. And I now know I can tell him anything, so I never have ( Read more... )