why do i have to be such a nice person? im treated like shit, but im still nice. i wish i could just not care anyway. i wish i could just walk away. i do nice things, and i get my ass handed to me on a silver platter. what cant i just not give a damn anymore. what do i have to care?

why do i do this? why do i keep digging myself deeper and deeper when i really want to go out. i mean, i like when im deep in it, but its killing me inside. im there, shes not there. i want to wait but i know i shouldnt. why cant i move on? its my senior year, i should be enjoying every minute of it, not worrying about little things. just have a ( Read more... )

And now I'm all alone again ( Read more... )

Hello everyone! Hope everyone is having a great summer! I'm sorry to Lizzie and Hillary, I know you have called me and left messages, and I have called you and left messages, but this game of phone tag never seems to end. I have been crazy busy (of which I will explain later) this summer, but I'll be free when I get back on the 21st, so we can hang ( Read more... )

So today I was finish up dinner, and I caught the last 2 minutes of Titanic. Now, the movie is extremely cheezy, and the acting is OK (thats why it won all of the Oscars except the Acting ones), but the last two minutes really stunned me, for a reason I'm not all to sure of, but I do have an interesting interpretation of it ( Read more... )

So yes...continuing from earlier today, Monday ( Read more... )

What? What is that? Oh yes my kiddies, this is a post!! For the first time this year probably...anyway, yes, I actually have some spare time right now for a good post, and not just some lyrics expressing how I feel. This has been a much needed relaxing weeked....much needed in deed. Let's start from the very beginning....a very good place to start ( Read more... )

When all the world is a hopeless jumble ( Read more... )

Yes, I know, I owe all you leiblings a good post, and I will soon...I promise! But until then, I give you this, stolen from Hill and Lizzie, because I have no homework this weekend ( Read more... )

Well, last night I was contemplating my relationship with Amanda and decided that I was more unhappy instead of happy. I had always felt like she wasnt reciprocating my feelings, and such. I'd dive into it more, but two tests and two papers are calling. But I finally found the balls to talk to her about it and I said that if she still wanted to ( Read more... )