well, i've had an intresting past week. i stopped going to the clinic, and i forgot what it was like to feel with no drugs in my system, the past almost week i've felt like total ass, but i'm not going to sacrifice everything i've worked for to be strung out again. i feel a lot better now than what i did when i was on the methadone,and a whole ( Read more... )

i really don't know where to start....lots of shit has gone down, good and bad, since the last time i updated. overall, i'm doing very well, i'm happy and content with myself for once(comfortable in my own skin). i try not to let the bad shit get to me, b/c i have no control over, so why worry about it until it's necesary. as most everyone knows ( Read more... )

okay.....it's been like....i dunno maybe about 4 or 5 months since i've updated. well, since the last time i've updated, all kinds of shit has happened...good and bad. the best thing is that i'm a much better person now than i was before. i look back on the shit i've done to myself and the people that i love and care about, and it makes me wonder ( Read more... )

it's been a pretty good while since i've updated. alot of shit has gone down, nothing terribly bad though...just stuff i don't want everyone to know about. i've been hanging out with liz, jarod and john paul and jimmy here lately. jimmy and i are getting along great now, which is good b/c there was so much shit going around it's a wonder we don' ( Read more... )

it's been a while since ive updated. it's been a fucked up past couple of weeks. everyone knows, i've lost a friend and lost a good relationship and blah, blah. it's just all at once starting to sink in now and it sux. i've got myself into another relationship, which i'm now starting to wish i would have waited awhile. he is really nice and ( Read more... )

yeah, so i know i haven't updated in quite a while. a lot of shit has gone down since. i got fired from jc fuckers, they gave me some shit about being late too many times and missing too many days, whatever, i don't care. i started working at regis in valley view mall. i like it a lot better than penneys, it's more laid back and the people are ( Read more... )

well, i took a long ass nap at about 8:00 and woke up at about 1:oo, so now it's like 5 in the morning and i'm wide awake. so now i'm sitting here depressed with nothing to do but fuck around online and smoke cigarettes. i've been thinking a lot about my relationship with jimmy and how it seems to have grown stronger since we haven't seen each ( Read more... )

i had a really good, but bust day today, well actually the last couple of days. we were busy as hell at work this week. i had over a $900 dollar wee this week. i did about $260 today and $370 yeaterday. i sold a chi iron yesterday which is a really big accoplishment, they are really hard to sell, being that they run between $160 and $180. i' ( Read more... )

i had a really busy day at work today. i did over $150 dollars in sales, which is really good for a wednesday, considering that i was only there for 6 hours. i had a perm 1st thing when i got there and i did that, then rolled her hair and set it....then i did about 2 haircuts, and 2 cut and styles. really good day(yay). i finally heard from julie ( Read more... )

yeah, well, i had a long day at work, we were pretty fucking busy, so i'm drained of all of my energy. i'm just chillin' here at my grandma's house, having a couple of beers. this is the first time since i wrecked my car, i've stayed anywhere besides my house, so this is kinda weird. i'm hoping i can figure out a way to get outta here and actually ( Read more... )