( because my bed is the only place i want to be. )

i don't have a car indefinitely.
i don't want to go into it.
no christmas presents for anyone this year either, sorry.
because my cash is gone as well.
[and my incognito driving to shop.]

i'm an idiot.

so a three hour lecture class, I'm not into it. its a 'graphic arts' course, but basically its an insanely...I don't even know what she is, maybe french...woman teaching kids how to use photoshop to draw pictures that looks like a 3-year old did them. our last project was to make a website layout, I missed classes all last week and apparently today ( Read more... )

i'm going to quit smoking.
[i need everyones help.]

i can tell you right now i wouldn't be able to deal with him leaving.
is this selfish? maybe. i don't want to hold him back.
but goddamn.

tonihtj!

amazing
drunk word
life
i saw kids i havernt seen in forevr
i love tuesdyas

yehahhhhh

yay life i oove it.

fuck it!

if self destruction is where i'm headed, i'm goin in like a bat out of hell.

someone get me a pabst.

i'm getting rid of the people in my life that make me miserable.
even if they make me happy on occasion.

i just don't have the time for people who couldn't care less when i couldn't care more.

this may be selfish, whatever. fuck off. i'm sick of disappointment, and i'll be damned if i have to live up to anymore people.

i am so sick of this

meg, remember, you're knitting.

i'm knitting.

i'm an idiot.

in other news: i'm getting paid. and paid is good. food for me. oh yes.

i miss kristine. i need a girl in my life because i don't like having mental breakdowns and crying in front of boys. and if i hold this in any longer i'm going to throw myself off my roof.

new band:

www.myspace.com/janeseymourduh

you love it. songs and shows in the spring. we spend the winter hibernating, writing, and recording.