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only expect another week or so of this tired-all-the-time crap. i'll get used to it. i'm just not into the fact that certain people still just imagine that they can see me whenever, even after not talking to me for a week. i don't have time for anyone who can't keep in touch. i only get one day off a week, and they usually call me in to work that ( Read more... )

i am the queen of rocks and hard places.
and/or being stuck in between them.

ok i've been up since 3am and i can't go to sleep.
making tonights grand total of sleep 2.5 hrs.
i guess i'll just make myself useful and do a project or something.

what the fuck is going on with my life right now.

chris,
it's been three years and i still wear it, even though its ragged and on my wrist now. the impact your life has had on me is unbelievable, and i know you're somewhere making sure i'm okay and lookin' out.
i'll love and miss you always.

and lets not forget mr. elliott smith, whose brilliance will always be unmatched.

all is forgiven.

i'm quitting. i'm taking up knitting.
i found some pictures i didn't want to see ever again.
and ugh. ugh ugh ugh.
it's fucking ridiculous that i can't even look without crying and wanting to die.

i have work in an hour and a half. maybe it'll take my mind off it.

so i decided today that going home to wash my hair for my job interview was more important than my 3 hour lecture class ( Read more... )

last night was awesome

even though im super young
and super tired
and my feet still hurt bad.

good people are so awesome.

i went to bed around 2:30 and now it's 9a and i'm going out to sleep more because i am too nice. wooooooo

kinda love life right now

i should have gone away to college.