I love doing things for people who don't give a shit, especially when it is keeping me entertained. One of my greatest projects yet! (at least i think so... ok so darth looks like a kid but who really cares?) May those who talk about me beware for I know their secrets and am not afraid to let them out if necessary... Of course it shouldn't be ( Read more... )

Kathryn and I had some fun today destroying the stuffed animals someone gave us... well ok, I destroyed them and she watched but good times were had by all. (They weren't cute anyway... I swear) Who knew that tearing seams could be so liberating? I am still Tori. I am still liberated. Today I will not cry. I feel so much better. I am going ( Read more... )

Two updates in one day.... I swear I am just too freakin emotional sometimes. I am sitting in the spot where I sat when my heart was shattered. I go from hating him to missing him in 2.2 seconds. I want to hate because it's easier. I wish I could pretend that he does not exist like he pretends that I do not exist. I want to stop feeling like ( Read more... )

So, I'm thinking it's just bad karma at this point. Jeff breaking up with me had too many similarities to me breaking up with Mike. It's been 6 days and I still don't know what to do with myself. I still love him and yet I have developed such a deep hatred for him... he is a liar. I hate liars. He's off in his own happy little world pretending ( Read more... )

Wow... so it's been about 6 months since I last updated... kinda crazy. I wish that everything was the way it was 6 months ago. Lately, nothing makes me happy... the smile I put on sometimes is fake and I have no one who understands. I hate Manhattan. I hate being lonely. I wish I had a friend. I wish I could learn to appreciate Jeff more. I ( Read more... )

It's been another long week but at least it's almost over. I've learned some VERY interesting things this week, a lot of which I would rather not know. It's kind of nice having someone again, although if you had told me in january that I would be dating someone by April, I would have laughed at you. Hopefully everything will work out...

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From Kathryn's LJ ( Read more... )

Into you so far our words go
so much clearer then you hear
into you goes everything i know
no one else knows how i feel

farther down im desperate for you
where you never have to know
father down im still without a clue
but something, something takes my pain away

damn you Kathryn... every time I read your profile it gets stuck in my head!

R.I.P. Sammy 3/3/1991-3/22/2005 We all miss you!

One word for this week: wow