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[asperfectasnew]

christmas was full of fail this year.
much like every year.
it was so....boring i guess.
most exciting part of the day was watching the kids open their presents....but at the same time that made me sad because it made me remember how excited i used to get for christmas.

i honestly didn't think my parents were going to get me anything. but they got me (

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[breathe_in_you]

your bf surprises you all year long with flowers and trips to random places! ;o)
woot to an apt...

[asperfectasnew]

yeah but to me they aren't surprises if i expect them ! maybe i'm just too spoiled and just get mad when he doesn't spoil me haha

and yes :)
woot to an apt. i really hope it happens.

[killher_]

i know what you mean by the surprises. it really is hard to explain. matt never does surprises. he always gives in, even with little things. he's the only person i know that will tell me, eventually, what i'm getting for christmas or my birthday. he couldn't even keep it a secret that he was making me a mixcd. had he just kept his mouth shut i would have been ecstatic, but instead i'm anxious because i know he's making one and i want it now. boys are fucking lame. i'll surprise you.

[cwarebear]

i, too, completely get the surprises thing. it's a shame the guy never sees how simple it would be to just surprise you with the tiniest thing, because you'd actually make the world out of it (rather than then wishing it was better), which is a lot easier than us having to pretend we're not disappointed in what we knew would never happen anyway.
that makes no sense either.

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