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today was gay.. felt like a monday since i didnt go to school yesterday.. i fell asleep in my last class today. came home slept and computer thats basicly it. then jacob called fun conversation and convinced me into coming to lakeland this weekend. then i called adrejin. This weekend was fun ( Read more... ) -
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extremialy depressed.. thinking about the past makes me sad. im having second thoughts about a lot of things.. no1 believes me anymore so i dont see why i keep going on with it. school has been hell .. my mom keeps walking out, shes probably going to walk out one day for good. i just dont know.. i cnat take it anymore ...
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once again.. hes pissed at me .. what did i do ? i oviously said somthing i shouldnt have and im sorry..
i dont know what to do anymore.. :-(
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on the phone with jacob.. when i move to lakeland hes going to hopefully teach me how to play the guitar! fun fun -
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i just got off the phone, and i feel like shit .. my heart.. is officialy gone i really want to comitt suicide right about now and i dont know what to fucking do. theres no1 to ever talk to or call even if there was it doesnt matter cuz im to screwd up and i dont talk about stuff that really gets to me and i never let it out and its making it worse ( Read more... ) -
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just got off the phone with jacob and then adrejine.. hes pissed at me ugh.. moving to lakeland finally! my mom got the job.. umm going there in two weeks again funfun
<33333333333 's to all that care ( no1 does anymore )
im over love it fucked me up.. again
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yay for hugs!! i got a big long hug at the movies from my fav. guy.. it made me happy !!!! hehe im special ( Read more... ) -
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no1 in melbourne understand me hahah yay im happy!!!!!!!!!!!!
im moving to lakeland!!!!! its 100% at first it wasnt because my mom didnt know if she wanted to accept teh job but she is !!!! i found out like 2 hours ago...! someone on this earth is being really gay and its SCREWPID! "hint she lives in lakeland hint " 1 gues ... anyone ..? anyone ( Read more... ) -
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just got off the phone with jacob.. havnt talked to that awesome kid in forever! going to lakeland tomorrow... ugh umm still sick have been only getting 2 hours of sleep.. well im out
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im getting dumber and dumber by the minute.. i need help seriously please is anyone going to help me or even care? i dont want to become like this ...
:( i dont know what to do