IM ILL
i hate being ill
all crusty and crappy
and im on hold for 6 mins waiting for my pac number so i can get my new mobile
so complicated

jeebus my ma is so nosey! "stop typing" so i did... man i she read this she'd probably dis-own me ( Read more... )

ive been real busy, a bulk of work is done now... just more keeps comin ( Read more... )

so i was right to be happy all is well i had the exam and we got a nice question and i think and hope it want ok? I was going to go to the gym after it but i just fealt to emotionally drained but motivated at the same time i came hope ans acutully did some uni stuff! wasnt so bad. can send it off tomorrw :) and i think ive nearly done my movie ( Read more... )

i cant believe how much i slept today, i was given time off to study and i did that for a while but then slept for 3 hours goddamn, now im not gunna be ale to sleep tonite blah blah... its because i stayed up so late last night, why do i never learn, i cant fight tiredness i always give in ( Read more... )

i just tried to eat dinner but it made me feel so sick just being around then made me want to break down. i feel like i wanted them to say something horrible to me, so i can justify the way i feel. it's not like ive had some horrible abusive life i dont know what it is that make me feel this way. its when i get stressed and suddenly my world is ( Read more... )

i just have so much work to do right now its crazy, and i knew i had a lot over xmas but this is just intense and its not even like i could have prevented it - well maybe a little but were talking a little little. Arrrgh i hate it why does everything come at once and why do hardly any people have sympathy im meaning mum that is and teachers. Some ( Read more... )

so today i watched a friends bands video be made it was ok, it was funny, pretty much a waste of my time all in all but i had a laugh so i musnt think like that. I do like the song though, really catchy, nothing groundbreaking but nice to listen to all the same. It was cool how they did it, they were ina car factory liek show room where all the ( Read more... )

Hey,

here goes... this is my first entry, its weird i have no idea whos going to read this but kind of cool at the same time. i have quite high hopes for his as it seemed so cool when i read about it. i hope i make some friends. i knew about these blogging sites and was so unsure about them but them? but i do love to type and often just write ( Read more... )