A constellation
I'll disappear at daybreak.

I know every now and again you still check in on these. I know you probably still check out my myspace and facebook from time to time, because they're public. I can't return the favor, all yours are private. I know you. I know how you are. You did the same for them, I know you know which them I'm referencing, it was a big ordeal at the time ( Read more... )

I need more friends. I need to know more people. Namely people who live here. Just about everyone I know lives like an hour away. Which makes it difficult to be like "I want to hang out ( Read more... )

Dane posted that documentary. I love it. I don't even care that it kind of portrays us as a gigantic gay machine. It also portrays us as the family we used to act like ( Read more... )

But the air is running out on you.

I talked so much I'm sure I didn't realize I'd gone crazy, didn't catch my bloody nose, or that my heart tried to explode.

I just.... Just. Panic attack. Anxiety attack. Cramp. DEATH

No one ever updates their LJ anymore.

Which sucks.

I miss reading about your lives all the time 

-I miss only certain people.
-I miss only certain things.
-I miss the insanity that my house is.
-I will be home ASAP.
-I know it's weird, but I have had so so much time to think, and I feel better about myself.
-I don't feel superior, but I do feel confident.
-I feel that my lifestyle was appropriate for me, a new start wasn't what I needed. I was wrong ( Read more... )

I just logic-ed myself into feeling confident.

Normally that thought process makes me cry. Today? It made me confident and happy. I never thought about it that way as it applies to myself.

I feel wonderful. 

 Life feels surreal.

I feel like I'm not really here. But I am, and it's weird.

I like it though so far.

Thats all the time I have left in Florida ( Read more... )