I'm going home. I realized it a week ago and though I tried to fight it and tell myself, you're still traveling, you still have time, there's still things that you can see, I would always reply, No, I'm going home. This tiny seed in the back of my head, who, once planted, will continue to grow until it overwhelms you. I'm going home.

My mystery ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've been here. So long, so long. Do I actually remember this place? I must. I'm here.

I had another airport mishap tonight. This time I got lucky and a security guard took me under his wing, made me tea, watched movies with me and gave me use of his laptop while he naps. I should be attempting sleep on an airport bench right ( Read more... )

I'm behind on this, the way I'm behind on everything I associate with home. I'm not sure why, but I find it impossible to stay caught up this trip. I'm completely in my own world and it's odd, I hate the feeling of having no idea where my friends are in their lives and not feeling like I need to call them. It almost makes me want to call them less ( Read more... )

My world crashed, but that's to be expected.

I'm in Asia, so it can't be too bad, can it?

I leave for the airport in three and a half hours!! I'm a little terrified, but excited.

Stephaniecurry.wordpress.com is home again for a while.

My biggest fear is that I'm always going to miss being miserable. Happiness comes easily for me, but somehow, I'm never full.

I was in the wrong place at the wrong time for too many years. I can't remember what I wanted then and what I've changed, but I need to remember. I never was who I wanted to be, only by accident, and I couldn't make ( Read more... )

Karma shines like the sun.

I'm shining back.

Today I: figured out my bank account, cleaned my room, cleaned the kitchen, cleaned the living room, did the dishes, did my laundry, and now am about to go grocery shopping. I've finally gotten out of my lazy slump! Now all I have to do is fix my sleep schedule to match my scholarly friends so that I can get up sometime before ten a.m. and I am set ( Read more... )

 I would like the record to show that I am in the greatest mood in the world right now.

That's all. I leave so so so so so soon!! 

I haven't been doing what I am supposed to lately, at all. Not even a little bit. I called one travel insurance place who told me I will most likely never find what I am looking for and that was enough to get me to stop even trying. Ridiculous.

I haven't cleaned, I haven't put away, I haven't even done the simple task of calling my uncle to arrange ( Read more... )