i want to be something else; something i used to be.
i want a happy day and a heart full of love.
i want the money, not the work.

america runs on dunkin'.

i am working 18 hours in the next two days.  i hope workdays get better; so far i greatly dislike the place.  i want to hang out with angel and jess as often as possible.  i also want my first check to go through soon.
i got a haircut.  and i really want the chance to get my father a nice birthday something-or-other.

I don't know what to think about myself anymore.  All this annoying mixed emotion and whatnot.  This was reflected in last night's web of dreams:

I was at "UNH", showing someone my apartment that i haven't gotten yet.  Later, I was in a subway station, sitting on a long row of park benches with Ryan.  I don't know what we did that day but he was ( Read more... )

I'm back on livejournal. but i can't tell you why.

:)

i want my voice back.

i was very annoying in 10th grade.

"Anyhow! i have to go write a fucking sonnet for english so ttyl."

the rest of that one was so obnoxious i wanted to commit.
tonight was pretty awesome. i wish we had mics because im not so hot at projecting my voice. but i was barely nervous and we only messed up 100 times. so the verdict, i <3 jewell in the ( Read more... )

Fun is most important in your life.

Having a high focus on fun indicates that you value your own enjoyment over anything else. And there is nothing wrong with that. Your motto is we're here for a good time - not a long time.


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notes to self ( Read more... )

well im officially scared shitless here alone. but luckily i have three manly men coming here to protect me. :) this house is way too big for just me. shit. it makes weird noises ( Read more... )