In short Jeff passed away almost 2 weeks ago. Mom is still taking it hard altho I can not see why it is sstill getting to her the way it is after all they have been thought together. His hole family came to the Wake and the Burying. It was still very werid to look at him at the Hospital when he was died and again at the Wake. Jeff's son and I share ( Read more... )

I start my new job tomorrow afternoon down at Big River Grill in downtown. I have to do a week's training in a class room and on the floor before I jump right into it, but the money there is very nice I will be making around $500 a week for a start and once I hit Bartender that should bring in around $700 or $800. Mike and I are still trying to get ( Read more... )

I always wondered what it would be like to maybe skip a few years to see your tombstone. My Grandfathers is almost the same to what mine will be, all that is missing is a letter or 2. It's very werid to look at it sometmes to almost see him stareing back at you. Horrible way he had to die, he didn't feel much pain with all the drugs but God to sit ( Read more... )

The deeper you walk the less you hear of sound. The deeper you walk the more you are in tune with slince. Teh deeper you walk the deeper you go into your mind. The deeper you walk the darker it gets. The more you walk in the darkness the tireder you get. If you walk to long you will lose yourself in your own mind. Everything close's in on you so ( Read more... )

What is one more hour? One more day? One more year? Just one more minute with her. I'll tell you what it is. It is having just that one more hour, day, year, or minute with her that you don't have to go thought the rest of your life without. Death comes to us all...what can you do? Nothing just kick back, smile and welcome it is all. My Grandmother ( Read more... )

Wow I have been staying with Mike for the past 3 nights, Heather also has been staying there with me too. God it feels great to have that big of a house to have fun in I mean I have not gotten toasted in a long time and all we did was run around and trash up ''Everything''. Mike is one crazy SOB lol but would not have him any other way. I have to ( Read more... )

It's funny to think a man of my kind starts to see things the way others see them after only nothing but feelings run by your mind. I used to think nothing of ''God'' I don't think I really cared much about him to even try and understand him and his doings but lately things have taken a turn on that for me. I have really given it a try on ( Read more... )

Only 5 more days and until we head off to WhiteWater. Damn looks like everyone owe's my ass money now a days but hey I can't lose at least that is the way ''I'' see it. Brandon ran off to New Orleans to help out and his ass is gone for 3 months and he took off without paying my ass. Heather is working a lot and it seems to be getting to her but we ( Read more... )

Aww the wonderful days that you have to yourself, the days known as ''Off Days''. Well today lets see I think Heather and I will head over to the lake and chill for a good part of the day and then grab some food for my fat ugly ass lol. Only thing I don't like about today is the fact that I'am not making any money but o-well what can you do. We all ( Read more... )

Wow what a last few days this has been. Well first off we all were driving in Brandons new car when oh no the tire came off and then the car got thown into half the road but everyone is ok besides his car. I feel bad for him cause one thing after another keeps going on with this car but what can you do right. Ross is doing great she can talk now ( Read more... )