i see the world in a different light now. i no longer see others in the numb sence ive created in mind. about a week ago my boyfriend and i took a drug, its new on the market should i say. kids call it diotox or something like that, in any sort they dont know what they are talking about anyway and if i wasnt so naive i would have know that. well my ( Read more... )

you hunt one of your own kind, a female with a long brilliant smile,

you envy her and call her a skank, you think shes dirty and uptight,

not quite what you like, going deeper inside you lust for her heart beat that bangs against her bare chest

and give a little twitch to the nipple beneath my baby's mouth,

beyond that inside her mind, you see she ( Read more... )

Cracks in the windows, slipping in the cold,

drowned in faith, worship god as she kills the sun,

light unfolds upon the dead, I see you in my dreams,

silent screams come out in violence, going in to defiance,

wash my hands from the grime, I need more time,

Eyes pierce my hollow skin to watch me bleed the hate I bring,

Where, not a answer to my ( Read more... )

Why do you treat me like im in your way do you think itd be better if i found another date say hello to everyone i see just to find my face cloudy and put to sleep why do you treat me like im in your way do you think it would be better if i found another place what if i traveled the world then would it be ok to call me your girl why do you treat me ( Read more... )

well currently ive been tring to quit smoking ciggerates that is. ive done well although one ciggerate is more then none at least i can say its a start. i went to walmart today to try and fill out a application but as unfortunate as things are I got stuck waiting for some old bitch and some boy my age, that my dad kept on calling a flamer. As ( Read more... )

i feel so emotionally droned. like i feel dead. its not great. i felt like this before but not quite like this. i dont think my boyfriend even likes me anymore....the fucking boy thats liked me my whole life. tonight my mom said she has pushed anyone she cared about away. i was one of those ppl but now im back in her life and i love and feel more ( Read more... )

i just want to blab and form some cult inside my mind before im done the end of this. I had quite a interesting day, a rash boy held my hand and i laughed for half a hour at a person with a ass for a face and as i sit here i hear a rerun of the debate between bush and kerry when they both seem to be loser but what can i say i dont vote and i do not ( Read more... )

Stop Trying

you can't say no to me

yet you lie to me

grace will see us free

from this misery

every time you come around

I'm gone

all the memories are scorn

only sadness will keep us whole

madness will drown us faster

and pull us in further

into this cycle

we created of dying and living again

give me more

I'll take my clothes off

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