I can tell I'm having a bad mental time when I can't even keep a song in my head.

and it's freezing and I should go check my mail...

Bad. Bad. Bad. Bad day.

Cried for a bit at work, no one really saw except on girl who didn't say anything or whatnot.

Crying a lot now.

I hate my life. I hate myself.

why do I do this to myself ( Read more... )

I've never been much of one. I mean I've had celebrity crushes and thought so and so was hot etc, but never have I been so deeply affected by someone in particular ( Read more... )

I am filled with a sadness and rage unlike anything I've felt in a long time ( Read more... )

I found this online and totally wish I'd written it ( Read more... )

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Awesome song. Covered by and Awesome band. I dig Paramore.

AND ONE OF THE MOST AWESOME-EST BANDS EVER

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Could I?
Could I just find a way?
( more AFI songs and my whining )

I'm having another one of those days. They're so frequent and I'm sad so often. I confess that I cry every night, mostly as I try to go to sleep. Mostly because I have images of my life in my head and it's pathetic. I am such a loser ( Read more... )

I hurt like whoa.
Laundry is taking all night. I totally spent $10 on laundry today.
It won't friggin dry and it's pissing me off.

I'm sick. Not in a contagious sick (at least I don't think so) but in the my kidneys hurt sick. I can't sleep the little I'm actually able to sleep (because of time) because my back hurts so badly. I'm unable to pee all the way, it just trickles out. The bad news is there is NO WAY I can afford to see a doctor. I have literally no money. They won't ( Read more... )