It's interesting that after all this time I might find myself back here. I know from looking for "friends' posts" most everyone seems to have moved on. So I guess at this point I post this out into the universe and we'll see if the universe tends to answer back ( Read more... )

After situations like those that recently took place, I find that I do tend to ebb a lot. Sometimes coming from a place of love, forgivnes, and a higher place in clarity. Then, at other moments, still rather clear, but coming from lower energy... Wanting to impart the wrath of God on people ( Read more... )

Something I’ve been thinking a lot about the last few weeks ( Read more... )

I posted this on my new My Space. If you fancy a look, or to Friend, it's http://www.myspace.com/chiyusoulRead more... )

I did also delete my My Space. I just don't feel into it right now.

I went down to The Braid and talked with Ross there. The nice thing about reads is that they will most times let me know what I need, and they reaffirm that I'm all right ( Read more... )

The other hard thing with this is David. I knew I was losing Betty, that was a choice... It looks like I’ll loose him as well, and my heart is so broken over it. I trusted him. I truly do love them both. However when the chips are down, where are they? David isn’t here. I texted him and told him what was going on. Last night, and all I got ( Read more... )

She's been in the hospital since yesterday. She came in non-responsive, She had pneumonia and also they found she was responding adversely to some of the drugs. She has a do not resuscitate order So through that order I am left to make all the life and death choices... to give her fluids, or give her anti-biotics... what is her quality of life, ( Read more... )

I feel a bit lost right now. I went to church today in the first time in forever... it felt good there... but I don’t know. I have some very strong set beliefs. Reincarnation, Polytheism... I don’t think everything is really black and white. I find it a little hypocritical at times how we talk about greed, etc. in the church, as people go ( Read more... )

Well... I finally got over to see my mother and gave her the shirts I bought her for Christmas. I also picked up the presents that my Aunt Sue, who I no longer speak to, purchased for me. I knew she bought me clothes.. she always buys me clothes... clothes that 90 year onld women wear and that should be outlawed... all with Elastic waist. It's ( Read more... )