im deleteing everything above this

I decided to take some Cash with me on the mountain this week.. and I'm listening to a Boy Named Sue now. I miss BB.

god has given us two ways of being with him i think. one, faith. two, search god out, finally figure out that you can't really find him, and then to have faith. and then, once you communicate with god through faith, you figure out that the best things he's given you are family and friends. and then, youll want to help those who lack those two ( Read more... )

i've been putting this off for a few days now ( Read more... )

i dont have much time to do this, but i wanted to vent about mike. i thought about using an alternate name because he knows i have this lj, but lets face it boys and girls, i very highly doubt the ass will take time out of his lovely ncaa-filled day to read some girl's diary who he thinks is not worth being friends with anyway. ok, so im a bit ( Read more... )

ive got a board to sell, bindings to buy. and a present or five million of course. i made a photo album on facebook and its bare bones thin and i realized that it doesnt matter how bad i think i look in pictures i shouldnt just delete them all. im at home its fall break. visited the brother and his new baby. visited the sister and her huge ( Read more... )

desperate housewives, lost, house, deep space nine, nip/tuck, warcraft3, naps, facebook, people's love=life on IM, swamped in swamped communication with peter, three calls home in three weeks, i cant hold onto all the strings pulling, work out my ass (thank god volleyball is OVER), bills everywhere, money nowhere. ill get my first C, probably my ( Read more... )

"its all we have.. she's crying" im plugged into my zen and not asleep again at 330am. its been one of those weeks you know? nic emailed me and he's not dead. thank god. my parents are coming to eat lunch tommorow at mary macs, yumm yumm. it will be good to see them. ive been too busy to call regularly. tonight i worked, if you can call it ( Read more... )

i started on tillich's book first. so far its been a reminder of all that was thrown at me in my nice little protestant high school. but this time, its me looking for it on my own. that makes a difference in perspective. one thing about my highschool that i would change (not that there arent many) is that they only give one perspective on ( Read more... )

we won our co-rec game last night. it was a fun time except i pulled my quad trying to punt the football before the game. its exactly how i pulled both quads senior year in soccer.. damn kian and making me play goalie. i also laid out for a few of my rushing attemps and have a nice turf-kiss/burn whatever to show for it. that actually hurts ( Read more... )