I'm so pissed at your right now. Thats really very stupid to say. But I cant stand it. I think Im seeing things in phases and wondering where this one ends. I cant see things the way I did before you told me. Im not faking it. I just dont want you to know everything. I talk about things without ever specifying. Youre sitting over there and ( Read more... )

Please don't actually have a crush on her. I wouldn't be able to stand it if she had you. I hate her so much. She's very manipulative. Watch out for that. And watch what you say to her... How do you think I know any of this? I really wish that I didn't. Because I no longer know what to do with this information. I wish I could just save you ( Read more... )

Dear Casey ( Read more... )

Noah asked me to live with him. I want to so bad. But I can't. His rent is so much money.

There was more kissing tonight.

"Before he comes back, theres something I have to tell you. I really want to kiss you, Alicia." And then he came back. I said that I wished he hadnt come back and she said that she had to kiss me some time before the night was over. We drove to Noah's house and were left alone in the car again for a moment. She grabbed me and kissed me. We ( Read more... )

I changed my background. No more headaches. I was looking for you yesterday. I hate myself for it. I dont know what it is that I think I'll do when I find you. Probably just stare. I can't figure out why I still care. I don't like thinking about you. But I haven't thought of anything else for the past two days. I slept until it was dark ( Read more... )

Tonight was just like I thought it should be. The ringing in my ears is such a comforting sound. But you'll never get the best of me.
I danced my ass off to the lovely sound of the blood brothers in protest of the events of the day.

I hate falling in love in my dreams. Because now I miss him.
Everyone thinks I slept with Mike at the party. But I didn't. I don't have casual sex anymore. We did lock ourselves in a room alone together for two hours. But there was no sex in that room. No sex on Dustins bed....

The way you touched me was so familiar. It reminded me of what is was like to be with him. But you were better at it. The way you kissed me was so urgent ( Read more... )