"Everybody needs a little devastation!"

I wanted to write about the blood brothers show because It was one of my favorites that I've been to. The energy in the crowd was incredible. I havent seen anything like that in a long time. I had the time of my life. I didn't take you with me and I get so much satisfaction out of that.

I hate you and I wish that I didn't have to waste so much energy on you. Fuck you for existing in the first place. I sat there the entire time wondering why I was there. But I stayed hoping that you would give me a good reason. I just want someone to sleep next to. I don't even care if it is you. To be honest I wish it were someone else. ( Read more... )

Seeing you tonight was a horrible idea. You were being so nice to me. You're supposed to hate me. I denied you the blood brothers. Please don't do this to me. I can't handle you liking me.

You don't care at all. How can you just not care? And you just let me walk away...

I so called that.
I saw you coming from miles away. Why do you think I didn't have sex with you? I wish you would try to convince me to stay. But I'm so glad that you wont. There were so many times I wanted to leave and never come back. I'll always wish I had. I'm going to hate sleeping alone in my bed tonight and I'm thinking about calling

I can't believe I'm crying over you. I'm better than this. But I'm already addicted to sleeping next to you. I can't imagine if I had fucked you.
Give glassjaw back. You can keep the rest.

I want you so bad right now that I feel like I'm going to throw up.

I haven't slept in 4 days. I have reached the point where the sleep deprivation is making me insane. However the last four days where totally worth it and I wouldn't trade one minute of any of them for sleep. I cuddled more in the last few days than I have in my entire life. It's not fair that he can be so amazing but suck so horribly. I hate ( Read more... )

I wish that I didn't have to explain myself to people. I shouldn't have to justify this to anyone. Don't criticize how I feel. You're not the one that has to feel it.
I don't even feel like I can write about him here and this isn't where I should have to sensor myself.
I like how comfortable I am with you.

We stayed up all night. Just cuddling and talking. We fell asleep around 7 in the morning. It felt really good. I have more to say but I can't keep my eyes open.