Guess what. The feeling is mutual. Now leave me alone. I can't look at you anymore. I can't watch this happen.

Basically, I wanted to have sex with Luke tonight. I didn't because I have a better plan.
This is my chance to tell you everything. That thing you did tonight was really cute.

Why do people get mad when I cry? I'm allowed to cry. See, I'm crying right now and you're mad at me.

I woke up as he was gathering his things, but I drew a blank as to what to say. He was obviously in a hurry to get out of there. Soon as I heard his truck start I looked out the window to be sure he was gone. I felt disgusting. I kept seeing the happenings from the previous night in my head, and I realised why my stomach was sticky. The bathroom ( Read more... )

I am in the worst mood in the entire world. I hate the new condo. It is beautiful and cursed. I would rather die than share my space like this.
I am going to kill myself if I have to live here even for a little while. This may seem drastic but you have no idea.

Fucking hell. This is a ridiculous situation.

I'm frustrated now and I wish things didn't have to be so difficult. Sometimes everyone starts to suck all at once. Sometimes I need my space. But right now I want you in it. It felt really good when you held me today. I should have told you the truth when you asked what I wanted.

I don't understand the point of living if my entire life is to revolve around something I hate. I refuse to give up the things I love for something so meaningless and disposable. I can't imagine trading one for the other and when I try my nose starts to wrinkle.

You make me wish I'd left before you woke up.

There are mushrooms waiting in my car for me. They wont be waiting long.