i used to want my life to be better.

now i realize, i just wanted it back.

today was good ( Read more... )

i hate my job.
i want to quit.
so why haven't i. i've expressed it. but damn its nice to get a paycheck every week. even if it isn't much. if they weren't such assholes, ya know?

besides that i'm happy. i have so much work to do before school ends. lots of shit...TONS!

i'm anxious. all over. i need to be doing more than i am and i feel so shy about everything. I see people i'm even rmotely attracted to and i feel like a little kid with a crush. i feel intimidated by everyone sometimes.
maybe that and the fact that i'm stoned most of the time these things occur. so i don't get lucky. i rather smoke.

i'm lovin' this.
i lovin' it all!

i think i have a crush on a girl.
this is so exciting
i had to write it somewhere.

maggy...you're hot, but its not you.::wink::

How to make a stephanie
Ingredients:

3 parts anger

3 parts self-sufficiency

1 part joy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

i'm sure if i said what i thought and felt i would feel worse than i do.

how so? well. why not? no one wants to hear bad news. or find a reason to feel sorry for themselves. oh blah.

dammit stephanie get yourself together. i wish i could blame this on a useless holiday but that hasn't even put a dent in it.

it sucks to be so firm on the ground sometimes.

i'm very sorry to hear about sean chaney ( Read more... )