i feel very nervous today.

shitty.

oh man this guy must be married. maybe if i tell myself this enough i'll start believing it and then when i see him in the gallery i won't have this huge smile on my face. how embarrassing. i feel like a truck could hit me right now and the smile would be just as big. he's still hot. dammit. his five o'clock shadow is even hot ( Read more... )

thirty-year-old artists are hot.

my first day alone in the gallery and i've had about twenty people come in...we never have anyone come in unless we're expecting them and they all look like potential buyers. If this were my gallery i would probably take a shit at all that money just walking away not knowing anymore than they did when they came in. my boss doesn't even have a ( Read more... )

i'm happy to be alive.

hmm...i went to a local buddist meeting yesterday and met all the members near my home. I feel so good when i leave there. Lighter. and Happier. my mom asked me if it was all the attention i was getting. probably ( Read more... )

muthatrucka

bonus..my friend doesn't have cancer.

juries....::stomachgrumble::

if you're on a cliff and you won't let go...you're trying to be a survivor.

when you're in a conversation and you won't let it go...you're tormentive?

i don't want to let go.
and i dont't want to give up.
i want my mom to feel better.

goddammit.