What do you think about when you have the time? do you look back on your life and try to see where you went wrong, or where things started to look up? do you think about new clothes, new boys, new problems, new outlooks and beleifs. will you look at what you've lost, or what you had? life can be portryaed any way that you want it to be, you jut ( Read more... )

So it looks like things are going to be ok this summer... most likly nicole will be coming with me to florida.. horray! it'll be a girls weekend (or week havn't decided yet!) but then again i am realizing that i did lose a lot of my friends but i am savving a lot of other friendships by not talking to him. O-well.. i am also noticing that i am ( Read more... )

Everything seems to happen for a reason and i think that the way that things are happening right now are only meant to be. i used to be the person that would listen to other ppl and let them influence my decicions. But i think that things have changed for the better i guess. not everything is what it seems i know that ppl have been noticing that i ( Read more... )

It's been a while, but Im still here./ it seems like every thing has changed with me latly. people are like.. i dont know its crazy... i have a lot more guys that talk to me and i haven't done anything to change that. but anyways... i've worked a lot of things out with aaron, but it seems like something new always comes up, it's like a never ending ( Read more... )

Wow its been a while again.. this is shitty. lol. yeah everyhting had been pretty good latley, had my party a couple of weeks ago, that was ALRIGHT. there wasnt as many people as i had hoped that there would be there.. but it's all good! well pole vaulting is def. fun! i havnt done anyhting with it yet but im getting there. lol. well ne ways... ( Read more... )

Everythings been hectic since i've written last. i dunno what to do ne more.. things are fucking retarded. there are certain ppl that i cant seem to stand and they all want to start shit with me.. what the hell. i hate stupid ppl. especially when ppl that started shit with me b4 and had 2 drop it want to start shit and start talking shit about me, ( Read more... )

Honesty.. like when you like someone a lot but you dont understand what to say or how to deal with it.. what do you do then. you get really confused. i do. well anyways.. went babysitting with brina yesterday.. the lil girl told me that if i didnt get up stairs... she was going to cut me.. a lil scary coming out of a 6-y-o. Choir festival was okey ( Read more... )

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Well cheer is over and i am actually a little sad. even though everyone made me feel really unwelcome.. i did make a lotta new friends. Once again this was a pretty hectic week. with games and all and then our last competition on saturday... YAY FRANKLIN FIRST PLACE FIRST TIME EVER GETTING CITIES.... YAY!!. That was pretty cool. More people have ( Read more... )

so lifes been shitty lately.. i've been really sick and i dont think that lauren is going to go to cominghome with me... so great i guess. yeah, i really wanted to go see boogyman this weekend but i had to miss out on a lotta things b/c of this stupid flu that my lil brother or lauren gave me.