i dont want to be a

{ghost}

i had forgotten how deppressing school was. i had forgotten how i feel like a ghost as i walk the halls. how im not there. how i know that very few people realize that i am the same person that they saw yesterday and the day before. i have friends, yes, but i see them in the morning prior to school and that is about it. sometimes i honestly believe ( Read more... )

i ran out of gas today. and i had to push my car two miles. i got mad at myself because i had given my last five dollars to a guy who's daughter was in the hospital and he wasnt sure if he had the money to pay for her medicine or surgery or something. i was driving past the hospital on great neck is it? or is it lynnhaven. i think its called ( Read more... )

i just realized how incredibly depressed i am. and i have no idea why

who am i too you?

who am i to myself?

twelve hundred broken pencils signify the lack of understanding the malnutrition of creation of which i have been suffering lately.

Dear God,
please dont let this coming school year end like last year did.
In
the
name
of
the
Father,
Son,
and,
Holy
Spirit,
{amen}

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ummmmm if anyone has microsoft frontpage that they could burn for me or that i could borrow to put back on my computer since it crashed i would really really really appreciate it. i cant update my website with out it. well actualy since my computer crashed, im going to have to redo most of the site again, but still i need the program. i would ( Read more... )

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