well i decided to go back to this username...really only cuz im a lazy fuck. ha ( Read more... )

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listening to elliott smith...feeling at home in my own lil sad state of mind that im oh so used to.just contemplating everything.it leaves me quite speechless...luckly that doesnt effect my writing.im so looking forward to the weekend.i miss my friends more then life itself and there is a certain face at school i wish not to see...so of course i ( Read more... )

and then she said "i just wish i had someone who cares the way i do." to myself i smiled but inside only frowned. its not easy to tell someone you have always cared about exactly how you feel. so sometimes i bite my tongue...hopeing i can stop the words from forming or worse stop the cries from being heard."it's always the ppl that care that get ( Read more... )

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*yawn*

i am so pissed off i didnt get to go to the cruiserweight show...the only thing that kept me calm was knowing they have a summer tour coming up...SCORE!

*sigh* so yah...i miss all my friends.im fucking dieing without them...the only thing that is keeping me going is my uber cute baby kitten named ♥ella♥...who i love dearly.

well me and joey ( Read more... )

"we're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year running over the same old ground or have we found the same old fears.wish you were here..." -pink floyd ( Read more... )

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well its tuesday...what a eventful weekend i had to start this week out...?
hahaha hmm yah
friday i had a awesome time watching "garden state" with erica...i swear i can watch that movie non-stop...it never gets old.
i got to see cody that day too...good talk good talk...if i say so myself.
urm saturday went to the mall with cody...met up with heather ( Read more... )

well im here listening to rave music...totally jammin out...lol ( Read more... )