The good is like water that nourishes without trying. In thinking, keep to simplicity and in conflict, be fair. Don't compare or compete. Simply be yourself. Fill your bowl to the brim, and it will spill. Keep sharpening your knife, and it will dull. Chase after money and your heart will never unclench. Care about what other people think, and you ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a long time since I've written in here. I guess seeing Neal's livejournal inspired me to update mine. Thaaanks. :) Anyway, I think I'm safe to say things have changed once again. This freakin' journal goes way back. I've changed a lot throughout the whole damn thing, and it's kind of interesting. I think we all change a little bit ( Read more... )

I've got a drug problem.

And I don't want to solve them.

They sit right where I want them.

They kill my memory.

They wrote this melody.

And if I take enough..

I won't miss you so much.

And I will always think of you

As someone that I love.

the singer finished singing and she's walking out. the singer sheds a tear, her fear of falling out.

I really hate being alone, and I really hate who I am. Why did you do this to me, leave me so alone.. so cold.. We're meant to be together, but the day you realize it will be the day I'm walking away.

and it's hard to say how i feel today;; years ( Read more... )

I feel like dying

In the worst way

Anyone could ever

imagine.

"If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's ( Read more... )

i don't want to talk about feelings anymore. no more. they are going to stay inside of me because letting them out gets me nowhere. it just makes matters worse. it would be different if my feelings were good ones, but the fact that they aren't just isn't right. i'm not right. and i'm sorry. i don't need anybody to talk to anymore, and i don't need ( Read more... )

So, I'm sick and tired of the way people treat eachother. I'm tired of watching people hurt other so bad, just so they can get a laugh and build their self-esteem. Fucking assholes. That's all everyone is to anyone anymore. I wish I could do something, but I can't, and it makes me oh so mad that I can't. And by the way, I need to stop complaining ( Read more... )

i don't want comments or anything. i just want to simply state the fact that i hate myself. i will always hate myself. and nothing can ever change that. im sorry.

I don't wanna live like my mother.
I dont wanna let [FEAR] rule my life.
and I don`t wanna live like my father.
I don`t wanna give up before I die.

..be worked so hard his bones are breaking. he wore them down, but long ago he lost the feeling. his good intentions leave me s h a k i n g.

[s h o w  m e  h o w]

AND.

when I have kids, i wont put any ( Read more... )