OH MY GOD. men suck cock. well thats my problem. I have one saying shit that i dont know if it was ment to be a stab in the gut or not. and the other who is tottaly talking about shit that frankly i would want him to be saying about me. Man i seriously want to smoke a dube or have a drink. I just wish that i could actually find someone. i thought i ( Read more... )

Down and depressed again. Fuck i am such a fuck up. Yeah i know i set myself up for this plummet but i figured i could get someone. fuck was i wrong. I need to get lost and not find my way back. I just want to curl up and cry. I was feeling so good and thought i had made it somewhere. But apparently homos are immoral and what not. Fuck that pissed ( Read more... )

why the fuck do i always think have a chance with guys that are sooooo fucking outta my legue?? seriously i always just set me up to get hurt. Fuck i need to get a fucking life. seriously need to get myself to realize that i dont have a chance with these guys. if i cant date someone who is fat why would someone be able to date me? seriously in my ( Read more... )

Ok so im reading this article on gay marraige. Im like ok this is so over played just shit or get off the pot eh? well yeah so i then start to read the comments. I hate what homosexuals are doing to society. HELLO what the fuck are we doing? oh yeah i forgot you and your crak pot president have this retarded idea in your head that we have an " ( Read more... )

so i sit here thinking about somone. well you all know who but any how. Im just so fucking choked that i always fall for someone i cant have. this seriously sucks monkey ass nuggets. fuck for once i wish i could not be in lust with someone who is way outta my legue. Seriously wish he was a homo. heard some shit but dunno. wish i could just get some

Wanting to shower for three hours then puke and burry my head in it. Yeah todays been great the first day in like two weeks that ive taken my pills and now i just feel all down. Im thinking that things in my life arnt going as well as i hoped. I seriously go out with my friends and everythings great but when i get in the car or step in the house im ( Read more... )

So im watchin sumthin on tv and rosanne is on and she makes this joke the is sumthin liek this

for all you people who think gay sex is wrong why dont you let them marry the sex will end just like with straight people

Made me chuckle

So last night i was talking to CA and well we came to talking about me doing a spell for her. I said sure without really thinking about it. So i asked the gods if it was the right thing to do and then i get sick. Like im gunna throw up and i start burning up. so i took that as um im being told not to. Then i have this dream and im doing the spell ( Read more... )

freedom & blood
i make my mark & fight for tomorrow
finally i've got something
something i can raise my voice for
fine tell them who you really want
fine well you'll get yours & i'll get mine
proud i'm proud to be proud to see
they said proud
i'm proud to be proud to be me
they said tell me oh you've got to tell me
freedom's rough
so we take our stand & fight ( Read more... )

When the earth was still flat ( Read more... )