IM FUCKING PISSED. i have to miss class and get the shitty report card because she doesnt want to take the time out of her busy busy day to drive me in. Fuck she has three clients today. She doesnt need to spend all fucking day chillin with her friends. I NEED SCHOOL. HELLO. god im seriously pissed. shes just getting back at me cuz i flipped out on ( Read more... )

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Ive been reading shit and well im trying to figure out where i stand. I get told one thing but it doesnt seem like they are being honest. I just need to know what the fuck is going on? Im so fucking confused over this i just wish people would see that i dont pick up on hints i need it blunt. Like FUCK. whatever though maybe its for the better that ( Read more... )

C and i talked. good to get that over and done with. i thought i was loosing her. well i still feel that way but i know that shes just going through a hard time. we all hit them and well i never thought she would. always so bright and bubbly. Ive been trying to talk to my friends and see where we really stand and what not. ive gotten one down and ( Read more... )

So i sit here but yet again. Man i have no life LOL. so yeah i got my report card today and i didnt do as well as i had hoped. I got three b's and two c-'s. good times eh. i thought i would have gotten at least 4 b's but meh what ever. i dont know what im doing about next semester. I didnt really try this semester. i didnt once study and i barely ( Read more... )

Well im sitting here thinking. wow kelii is thinking thats a shocker LOL. Im tottaly psyched about school. I cant wait and i know that this week is going to drag on soooo much LOL. S is gunna be in my math class which is awesome because i will actually know someone at my school. good times hopefully. I finally found a school that im happy at. ( Read more... )

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Things ars starting to actually go my way. i think my last post was caused by the stress of provincials, Finals, and trying to finish all my work. Well i dont have to do provincials and well ive finished 4 outta my five classes. So now i just have to stress over math. For some reason i always figured i wouldnt stress over this class. Whatever ( Read more... )

After all that shit about me finnaly being happy well guess what the old kelii is back. the one of self hatred the one who cant see the light in anything anymore. the magics gone. What used to be full of life and twinkle not lays dead. I dont know excatly what the hell is wrong with me but fuck im sick of it. I dont know where the fuck im going or ( Read more... )