So the realization kinda hit me today that I am a geek. I came home from work and went to turn on my laptop. Then mumbling to myself said "WoW or Python?". WoW is a MMORPG, while Python is a computer language that I wanted to start learning. Then I shrugged and proceedeed to solve my Rubiks cube. That's when it hit me... I am a geek. Lol! I don't ( Read more... )

You ever daydream about the things just out of your grasp? Things you know you'll never have. Can't have. Things you should have, but cruel fate has stripped you from its blessing. So what am I even talking about? I'm daydreaming of the moment I'd hold my own child in my arms. Seeing her beautiful face. Those tiny little fingers clenched tightly ( Read more... )

Let me give you a bit of a background on who I WAS only a few monthes ago. I was the "good" girl. You know, the one who obeys all the rules her mommy and daddy set out for her. Heaven forbid if I ever broke curfew or swore. Weekly church goer with quite the spiritual resume. All in all... boring and never enough ( Read more... )

Its been forevers since I kept a journal, both on-line and offline. I guess the main reason being I don't want everybody reading my thoughts and perhaps taking advantage of my vulnerability. Well screw that. There comes the point when you just get tired of keeping silent and you wanna scream from the rooftop, you know? And hey, writing stuff down ( Read more... )