Yeah. i definitely need some keary time. life sucks right now. i hate males. I hate me more than i hate them. what the fuck is wrong with me?

okay i wrote another one this one isn't so sappy just more realistic. I know that i need to do things and get my mind off of the situation but today he just informed me that he's still hung up on his ex so at least i have some idea why he backed off. so this is for him ( Read more... )

so i've calmed down quite a bit since my last entry primarily b/c obviously i'm the only one that's being bothered by this recent turn of events and i'll be damned if i'm gonna be that way. Neways yesterday was quite the shocking day as someone who i haven't talked to in a very very long time called me and wants to hang out.. (or more.. i'm not ( Read more... )

well children i have officially decided that males are retarted.. excuse the hell out of me for not being satisfied with a simple " i can't". I go out on an emotional limb and then get cut off literally without even a decent explanation. i love it.. but bc this person did at one time mean something to me and still does but i'm not lettng myself ( Read more... )

Of all the different ways I ever imagined this to turn out I had no idea that I would be basically rejected as girlfriend material b/c said guy wanted to focus on his PBR career and he thinks that having a girlfriend would be worst thing and somehow hinder his chances of making his dream come true by riding in the PBR championship in the next 5 ( Read more... )

Because of you ( Read more... )

Part Expert Kisser


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Okay.. now that i'm calm i realize that it's all good. I'm not that upset. Life will go on. I'm gonna try to get out of my dorm room tomorrow and go do something b/c i'm going nuts. I really want to go out and get drunk, but that is not good right now.. I'll prolly end up volunteering at the Parker coliseum where they are setting up a kennel for ( Read more... )

Why is it that guys feel like they can't talk to me? I'm not unapproachable and i'm a damn good listener. It just amazes me. I'm really left speechless. really. apparently i'm friend worthy. OH that's good to know. However in the 20 fucking million times i asked you about taking it further u could've just said not gonna happen.. that would've ( Read more... )

Life as we know it in Southern Louisiana is now completely and utterly changed.. New Orleans is under water, hundreds of years of history, memorabilia, pictures, lives, coastline.. it's all gone and or significantly changed.. LSU has been shut down since monday and classes will not resume until the 6 of september. The PMAC and the Fieldhouse have ( Read more... )